A day in school with projects and blogging

I wanted to go home then blog this section, but it seems like there's nothing much to do at the moment coz I've finished discussing the IEP project and ASLEC presentation which is going to take place later in the afternoon. Hope that the presentation will be a smooth one.

I wasn't quite happy with baobei over the past few days coz we've lotsa issues between us. Firstly, he said that he had to attend his cousin's wedding on Sunday. Secondly, he told me that he had to attend make-up class on Wednesday with an elective lesson until 6pm. I was like woah!! Suddenly so many stuff 'attack' me at one shot! Was really unhappy out of a sudden. It was like until yesterday that James spoke to me. I told him about the unhappy incident that has happened like over this week and he felt sad for me. Well well...Anyway, I guess i just have to get used to all these that is going to happen. But!!! I will be meeting Teresa and James on Sunday!! Hehe!! At least won't be bored at home coz parents are overseas and baobei also not there to accompany me.

Oh yah! I have 2 beautiful Gourami fishes at home. =) They are like stuck in a bottle for a few days before i got them. There wasn't any food inside the bottle except oxygen balls with water. I believe the fishes are dying of hunger. *Sad case* I managed to get fish food at Bukit Panjang and fed them some flakes in the day as well as at night. They were very happy and satisified. Hehe! I changed the water on Thursday night coz it was a bit cloudy. I was like having second thoughts and afraid that the fishes would die due to the chlorine in the water. However, they were STRONG! The fishes were surviving well and swimming here and there. ^^ Okies! I shall stop here. Hope to end class soon and return home to see the fishes~ Going to vivocity to meet dear-dear later. Hehe!!

Shall stop my blogging for now. Will update again in days to come.

Signing off.

First happy celebration with baobei and friends on 08-11-2007

Hmmm..how shall i start my blog leh? Haha! Don't know how to begin. It has been a long time since I blog in here. Better start to do so, in case friends complain that i am eating snake. Lol! =p

Oh well! On the day of my birthday, baobei was actually thinking of going to Chomp Chomp @ Serangoon to have a nice dinner with me. However, Hong Xing suggested to meet up since he's coming back from Tampines to Ang Mo Kio to have dinner with us. So all of us ended up meeting @ 1730 hours at Ang Mo Kio Hub. The people that were present includes Hong Xing and his gf, Ken, Yong Hao, my baobei and not forgetting me. ^-^ At least there is a crowd to celebrate birthday with me. Haha! =p After a long time cracking our brain as to where we wanted to have dinner, Hong Xing finally suggested to have it at Ichiban. However, Ichiban's table was like too small for the 6 of us. Therefore we went to New York New York to have our meal instead. We queued for i think 15 mins. Luckily no need to wait for very long. Baobei gave the chocolate cake to the manager to be placed in the fridge.

Now talking about the food time. =)) There were a lot of items on the menu. We took a real long time to decide what to eat. Let me recall what did each of us ordered. Heh!! Baobei ordered the Pork Lasgna (Taste not so nice); i ordered the roast chicken set and a root beer float (Not bad!!); Although i was thinking real hard what to order coz i also love to try the pasta and maybe the Steak as well. [Greedy hor??] Yong Hao ordered the roast chicken set, hot chocolate & some creamy drink; Ken ordered a steak and some creamy drink as well; Hong Xing ordered the pasta chicken set whilst his gf ordered the fish and chips with coffee float. The dishes took about half an hour before each of them were served to us. All of us took our own sweet time enjoying our meal and we were talking about from my birthday to other interesting stuff such as playing coin tricks and taking pose on the camera. LOL!! It was really fun!!! Yong Hao showed us tricks on 50 cent coins and 10 cent coins. Heex! Then he designed he finished roast chicken in a "HI" word. Ha Ha!!! Oh!!! I forgot about the side dishes that we ordered!!! =p

The side dishes are:-
Toasted garlic bread, Freedom cheesy and creamy fries, Calamari and some toasted stuff. {I forget} Ha Ha! Coz there were many things to eat and slurp. After our heavy meal, we sat around to chill and chat chat for a while before asking the manager to bring out the cake. The people there took a real hell of a long time to take out the cake!! All of us were wondering how come it took so long to serve just a cake. Well...Guess what? They were preparing a surprise for me!! Weeee!!! There were bells, tamborines and a birthday song sang to me by New York New York staff. I was shocked and happy that so many people celebrated for me. What a wonderful remembrance night! *Smiles!* After we had a delicious and sumptuous meal, we went to play pool for a while before proceeding back home. Baobei gave half of the leftover cake to me and left another half for his sister to eat. He even gave me a nice pressie of two bears with a LOVE in the middle. So NICE of him!! Muackies baobei! =) I love the present very much.

Hehe! There are simply too many things to write le. LOL!! All in all, i had a super good day yesterday. I would like to give a very big thanks to baobei's friends.

Another memorable day with baobei on 10.10.07

Went to take bus to Newton @ 1500 hours. From Newton mrt, i took a train down to harbourfront to meet baobei. Waited for 10 more mins coz baobei dilly dally over at Punggol. I read from Phyllis sis's msn that there is a sale over at Suntec City. Hence wanted to go over to take a look. So in the end took a train with baobei to Cityhall station. Baobei wanted to get a cheap & yet good pair of soccer boots. Thus, we went over to Peninsula Plaza shops to have a look at the soccer boots. We went to the first shop, but the boots were too expensive. Therefore we went to one of the shops at the top floor. The soccer boots actually cost $49.90 but the uncle gave us a discount with three colours to choose from. They are the black, yellow and blue. In the end, baobei bought the blue soccer boots at $40. Hehe!! He was very happy!! Lols! [[First mission achieved.]] After which, we went over to Funan to look for my game. I looked for a very long time the previous week, but to no avail. Sigh!! However, this time round I managed to find out from the salesman and could reserve the game as well as the instruction book. The game cost $29 whilst the book cost $15. I guess the sales people would call me by tomorrow to get the game disk and the book. However, I am lazy. So I think Friday then I go down with baobei to get everything. [[Second mission achieved BUT halfway.]] I'm happy that the both of us got what we wanted. ^.^

We went to take a look at the rooftop garden @ Suntec City coz I never see before. There was a mini fountain in the middle with small square seats for people to sit. Very nice. Hehe! Over at Suntec, I bought two t-shirts from I.P.Zone. Then we went to the food court to have four bowls of kway chap with some dishes. *Yummy!!!!* and very full =]] We took a slow walk over to Marina Square. Guess where we go? Ha Ha Ha!! We went to have a look at Marina Mandarin Hotel coz baobei looked a bit blur. Like never go to that place before. So we went to have a look at the hotel. Hehe! After taking a look at it, we went to 7-11 to buy big slurp and waited for cabbie to go home. Weets!!!! That's how we spend the day... Interesting hor? HAha!! THe hotel part i cannot elaborate lar. I scared wait someone will "murder" me. LOL!!! =p =p =p

Signing off
2200 hours
<3 <3 baobei 4ever

3rd month anniversary on 08.10.07

WeEeeee!!!! This is the next post that i am going to write after a long time. Hehe!

We went over to the supermarket for a walk and to get some stuff before proceeding to the market to have our dinner. Baobei and me walk walk around the market deciding on which stall to eat. We had a cheap and yet economical meal of bbq stingray, fried kang kong, dumpling soup and rice. Although it wasn't expensive but we had a very filling meal. ^.^ Hearts baobei! Thank you for the meal. =) On the way to the bus stop, the sky looked weird and started to rain. I didn't want to take his umbrella but he insist. Aiyoh eh!!! That was where we parted and went home.

Shall end here. Will update more as time goes by.

Signing off
2235 hours

Another memorable day with baobei on 10.09.07

I went to meet baobei @ Newton mrt at 1600 hours. When I reached the station, baobei just reached with a "boy-boy' hair cut. =] Baobei is so cute!!! Ha Ha! After which, we took a train down to bugis coz baobei wanted to go to Sim Lim Square to take a look to see if a game was available. We walked over to Sim Lim Square. On the way, baobei went to the temple to pray pray and i waited for him. We reached Sim Lim Square and started to walk from the top floor all the way to the first floor, searching all corners for the game. However, to no avail. I can see from baobei's face that he was a bit disappointed. But..never mind. This coming wed we will be going to Funan to see if the game is available over there. Then, we went to Bugis to walk walk and look at things. I suggested to him that we walk over to Suntec City coz i wanted to take a look at those shops that i mentioned in my previous post. The shops were actually at Suntec City instead of Marina Square. Hehe!! <> Over at Suntec City, i asked baobei what food he wanted to eat. We walked for a while and finally decided to eat pasta mania. i chose Vongole while he chose creamy chicken and two ice lemon tea. The drink was super sweet la!! Alamaks!! But the pasta was niCE!!!! Long time never eat liao. Heex! After our food, we continued to walk around Suntec. I saw a cute hearts mouse and super love it la! I had the urge to buy it. But But But...the mouse had no stock and would only come tomorrow. Awwww...So sad! =[ Actually like it so much lo. Sighs.. Maybe next time then see again bah. Then we walked into Harvey Norman where i saw the tv playing Ratatoulie. Haha! I pointed and told baobei that he was the brown rat. Hiaks!!! He tickled me and gave me a Bleah face. LOL!!!! =xD Not long after, we went over to Marina Square to get french fries from MacDonald and then proceed to Esplanade to sit down and have a long chat. Baobei told me a lot of his stories and i told her about mine as well. We were knowing each other better and better every week. Hehe!!! I'm so happy to know baobei a bit more.

Baobei's (likes)::
Chicken aka Chicken Wings (Ji Ji Pang)
French fries
Western food
Mixed vegetable rice
Ramen
Any drinks except Coke

That's all i know for now. Ohhh...I also know that baobei loves me a lot lar. Hehe!!! <33333>

1230 hours signing off
Hearts baobei

Had a happy day on 07 Sep 2007

Woooo!!! Time to do my blog-blog again. Hmmm..

Well... I met up with baobei @ Cityhall mrt at 1700 hours. We went over to Suntec City for a long walk and looking around at various things in different shops. Then baobei told me that there was a food fair at the suntec convention expo halls. Hence we went from the top floor viewing at some of the game stalls displaying the various products and the different games on PS3 and PCs. I even met baobei's neighbour at one of the game stalls. Then we went to the lower floor to take a look at the food fair. Baobei told me that the previous fair had more stalls as compared to now. I had cheese and ham sotongballs while baobei had prawn sotongballs. We each even had one taiwan sausage along the way out. *Yummy!!! Hot and delicious* While viewing the different food, we told each other what food we liked best. Guess what? We actually had similar likings of certain food. Hehe! Then we went to carrefour to get my snacks. I actually wanted to get salmon after we had our dinner. However, we found out that we would be going over to marina square. Therefore, had to get the salmon after our dinner instead. Over at our dinner in the food court @ suntec city, baobei had a set of Korean meal whilst I had fish soup meal. Baobei dislike the kimchi. He said it was never a dish on the table for him. i could see that from the expression on his face. [Will remember that expression]. Oh, after eating the kimchi baobei told me that he had not much appetite but still manage to finish his meal. After which we went back to carrefour to get my salmon and drinks then walked over to marina square. @ Marina Square, baobei told me about his memories with his ex at certain places. He said that for months, he dare not step into these places. It was me who gave him the courage to do so. I was happy to hear that coz i wanted him to get out from the darkness & loneliness that he was suffering. Baobei showed me some shops which I had never seen before. Hmmm...walked so long in MS also never knew there were such shops around wor. I would wanna go there again if I got time to look at those shops again. At about 8.00pm, we went over to esplanade to sit down and chill. Baobei suddenly became awake and told me a lot about his past jobs while listening to music and feeling the breeze. I found that we actually had a lot of things and crap to chat and talk about. Ha Ha!!! =p Soon it was time to go home. As usual, baobei said that it was his rule to send me home. We took 960 from esplanade bus stop home. Baobei sent me to my door step liao then he walked off to take bus home. Awww... He was really very goodie and nice nice to me. =]] I love baobei loads loads and more.

Today, 08 Sept 2007 is our 2nd month anniversary. More things will be said after tonight. Meanwhile, curious to find out? Then stay tune and continue to read and tag my blog okie? Hugs to all those who knows me. -=Smiles=-

0200 hours signing off
wo hen ai baobei!! >3333 baobei

After 1 month with baobei...thoughts and feelings..

Woot! It has been very long since i update my blog liao. I wanted to post pictures de but i always forget and lazy to post. LOL!!! =p Tired tired but still will do a post first. *Winks!*

Hmm..1 month has passed with baobei already. I feel that sometimes he don't know what he said one and will hurt others very badly. But well, at least i tell him and he also told me that he's like this one. Ha Ha!!! Forgive him. Baobei was busy struggling with his examinations for one whole month. Finally today is the last paper. However, he tells me that he had no confidence that he will do well in the paper. He studied real hard till 4+ in the morning. Slept a while and woke up at 7+ to go to school and study again. Wow!!! Very hardworking hor?? I also scared i will disturb his studies. I went to meet baobei at about 5+ and see his friends play basketball until about 6 plus. Then the six of us exlucding Yupei went to have a sumptuous western meal @ Botak Jones. Wooo!!! The mozrella cheeze fries is really super delicious la!! Must try if any of you goes there. I had Cujan Chicken with baobei while the rest had fish and chips. Yummy Yummy la!!! =) The food is cheap and affordable coz it comes in a very big share. Let you eat until full full. =p

Oh yah...must post the address here. But i duno the exact address. Heex!
It is :- Blk 608 Ang Mo Kio. (Ave wad must find out again..lols!)
Aiyah! Stay @ ang mo kio people should know where i am referring to lah, hor? Ha ha ha!!! =x

Another month is coming liao. Hmmm..I wonder what is baobei going to give me wor. Would it be a surprise or will he forget about it again? Hmm.. Shall hint hint and disturb him this weekend to find out. Hehe! Wait for me to post up the latest news okie? So stay tune yah?

Logging off for now. 1215 hours
Luv Luv baobei always...

blog blog blog all the feelings..

Wanted to blog a few days back but was simply too tired and no energy to do so. Hence, now I have the free time and so decided to blog a bit before people start to complain that i never update my blog. Hehe! =) I was previously busy with all the attachment shite and assignment due dates. OMG!! Until no space for anything else.

Now, am so relax until I also don't know what to do. What to do huh? Wanted to play game but halfway seems like also getting a bit boring. Don't know what my mind is thinking about also. Simply like to rot and laze around a lot recently cause it is now a long long break time until school reopens again. My love life? Hmmm..it is still going on strong with my baobei. Heh! Finally crossing the hurdle of one month with him although previous weeks there seem to be a bit of misunderstanding here and there, but i solved the problems. So there's still peace between the both of us. Haven been into wg for a very long time. As usual, there are lots of complicated stuff happening in there. But well, the website have changed a lot ever since the last time i entered there. However, I feel that it is a bit too complicated with all the pictures and stuff. Lesser pictures would be better. Alright la. Just wanna rumble some stuff in here. I sorta lost contact with some of my close friends. Don't know where have they gone to. Especially that QIQI!!! Where have you been huh? Please get back to me asap. Am going to flood your bitches real soon!!! =p =p =p

Logging off for now.

Wad a wonderful day to remember~ -=08.07.07=-

Ok. Time for me to update my blog with new stuff already since it has been so long that i started to write again. Finally i knew someone out there who can sayang and dote me lots. I was unsure and don't know what will happen in the future. However, I had a thought in my mind which is to hold on to this relationship for as long as I can till the end of the world. Laogong aka baobei is always the best to me. Even though our relationship is not that strong as yet, but I believe that we can build it up and hold on to it just like the making of the clay and hold on to it forever. I don't want to write much about it coz i scared. Wait till I am stable and assured of everything, I will write more of it.

9.45 pm.
Signing off. (Baobei teng Baobao)

Another precious day with dear dear~~

I am going to tell about the story of Surf Up. LOL!

Surf Up story outline:-

This movie is about a penguin called Cody Maverick, who wanted to be a surfer ever since he saw Mr Z. surfing so well in the waves. Cody Maverick lives with his mum and his brother, Glenn. Everyone, including his family members thought that Cody was a lousy surfer and that he would never make his mark by just surfing. Cody's father passed away long time ago. During a surfing competition, everyone thought that Mr Z. died from the strong wave that squashed him. And all the penguins performed a memorial to remember Mr Z. However, the truth was that Mr Z. did not die. He only hid himself in a secluded place to think about the past and all the things that he did. Cody heard about the competition and wanted very much to take part in it. He tried to surf in the high waves but failed and got stung by a sea urchin. Luckily Mr Z.'s god daughter saved Cody from the waters and brought him to a cave where her Uncle, Mr Z.stayed. Mr Z. saved Cody by drinking a potion, pulling out the sting and urinating the drank potion on the wound. Mr Z. wanted Cody to make a surf board of his own. Hence he dragged and pulled a good wood into the woods. Who knows the wood slipped off Mr Z.'s hands and it went tumbling and falling down to a beach. It was at the beach that Cody realized that the uncle was actually Mr Z. and that he did not die. Cody learned how to make a good surf board from Mr Z. by the way of carving the wood as well as how to surf at ease in the waves. At the memorial competition for Mr Z., Tank the many times winner almost got killed by the huge waves. While the chicken and Cody became really good friends. Tank wanted to trash the chicken but Cody managed to save it from being harmed. Lesson learned :- Although it was a competition, it does not mean that you had to win. Friendship with the chicken and Mr Z. and knowledge of how to surf from an expert was just as good!

I would say that the movie was good for young children as there is a lesson learned behind the show and it teaches children that winning is not the most important thing.5 thumbs up for the movie. =)


Signing off

Life still goes on even without the beautiful sun

Actually, i refuse to blog this but i think i should just blog it and get it over once and for all!! Am not going to talk about it after i BLOG this.

I felt totally unwell and bashed up yesterday. Really bashed up until i don't even wanna face the world anymore. But just wanna hide inside my small small pigeon hole. I know a lot of people will scold and yell me off. Sorry to those who really care about me, ya? Say i am the stupid and silly girl. Why put in feelings for a selfish, idiot jerk? He don't even know how to treasure you. But only have two-sided face character and always give invalid excuses that's all. Is that the person that you want to be with forever? He tells you many times that we are not compatible and poles apart. It is troublesome to maintain relationship and that he doesn't want it. It is so heart wrenching to talk about it. I was with Deb the whole of lecture yesterday crying my heart out and at the same time lost. I wasn't like able to concentrate on anything the whole of yesterday. Coz i really feel kinda sick with stomach cramp and the whole world is crumbling on me with all those cruel words that he messaged to me. It's worse than dying i think. =(( I don't know how come a person can change overnight to be such an insane and hard-hearted person. Maybe i am childish. But i feel that he's even more childish than me. Cannot even think.

Deb, thanks for the consolation and hugs. I know that you care and your words will surely be deep rooted into my heart. I know he's not worth for me to be heart wrench about anymore. I will not think about it anymore. Baney, thanks for the consolation as well. I thought you will refuse to talk to me after that incident. But..i am glad that you still chat with me for such a long time. =))

-=Breathes=- I shall get on with it! Don't worry. I will laugh more and rock more with friends. It will feel better in time to come..i am sure it will.


-=Signing off=-
Life is complicated n more complicated.
Issues, thoughts, feelings...

blog blog blog in progress and at the same time updating wishlist

Hmmm..What should i write for today's blog leh?

Well, had a long conversation with a good friend yesterday night. ^.^ We spoke about stuff like family to relationships to what we were going to do when we graduate. Sometimes i feel that life is very fragile and needs to really nourish and water it in order for it to bloom into a beautiful garden of green rose. We spoke until about 2+ then i go and snooze. Woke up @ 7+ to prepare to go school. It was raining in the morning and so it was like very nice to sleep. I HATE IT! Had to drag myself to the shower and proceed to school. Water was like super cold!! =( >.< Had lessons until 11am then went to find auntie over at Punggol to had lunch with her. I wanna faint la coz she asks me to meet her at 1130 hours when i am at SIM! Super far lar...luckily there's cab. Phew! After i had lunch with her, i went home. Was like super tired. Reached home at 2PM. I was lazing around for a while before i doze off to sleep. I continued to sleep until about 7PM then mama come and call me go for dinner. *Yawns!!* Still very tired.

Oh ya!! I've updated my wish-list wor. However, I don't know how many of it will come true. -=Sad Case=- Anyway, it's just a wish-list. Of course i hope that majority of my wishes will come true. Will be SUPER HAPPY! But well if none came true, it is alright de. Just pray for good health & nice face complexion bah.

I miss miss dear dear lots. Sometimes never see him for quite long will find that something is missing. :(( He had to work and his schedule is topsy turvy kind. So most of the time he is tired and sleeps a lot. Sighs! Just leave with it and see how ba.

Mashi <3 <3 dear
-=Signing off=-
1030 hours

Had a wonderfool MEAL on 08/05/2007..

Hehe! It is time of the day to blog again. Seems like everyday also have something to say. =)) Thus, everyday i shall leave a bit of my time to type type something in my bloggie. ;p

Woke up in the afternoon. Very blur and stonning all the way in front of my laptop. LOL!!! After resting a while, i went to mug on my assignment coz i don't want to do it at the last min. When i finished my assignment, i had to pack clothes into boxes lar!! Super stress!! I din know that I had so many tons of CLOTHES!! I want to faint sia! DoTS!

I just went to Uncle Andrew's dinner invitation at Ang Mo Kio. Woots! The food was very delicious wor! I was like very hungry waiting for my parents to come home from work. Wait until 7PM, then they reach home. Mum went for a super fast shower and we headed to Ang Mo Kio. Hmmz..Let me recall what food we had ah. We had Egg Omelette, Fried Yee Mee, Brocoli fried with scalops, butter prawn fritters, fish soup steamboat, roasted chicken and cat fish. *sLurps!!* Greedy hoh? But the food was really superlicious lar! Guess how much? There were 10 pacs eating at the table. It cost $120/- wor! Cheap siah!!! Go where find such a deal? LOL! I was chatting and giggling happily with my mum's fren's son. He damm funny lar~ Keep on making me laugh with all sorts of jokes. I laugh until stomachache. -.-!!! After the meal, we celebrate Uncle Andrew's birthday with a small Mango Apricot cake. The cake was from Polar cake shop. It was brought by my mum. The cake was very nice to eat, just that the strawberries were a bit the sour. Hehe! ;p


Mashimaro Love Love dear dear~ *Huggies & muackies!*
miss HIM super LOTS!
-=Signing off=-
1130 hours

Boring~ Boring~ Emo Emo Emo Emo!!!

Arrgg..sian. Boring boring Monday with a super emotional mood. I don't even know why. Maybe my dearest classmate was seriously sick and i din get to see her today that's why ba. Or could be something else. I also not sure about it. But i need to blog some stuff. So i just crap whatever i have in mind.

I was like freaking bored in school this morning. Totally listless and couldn't even concentrate on whatever the lecturer was bombing into my head. However, I still had to listen la. Crap right? After the lecture at 11AM, i was like hoping to disappear from school liao. Met up with Daniel @ 12PM to collect tickets and then left the horrigible school. I came home with lots of food to eat coz i was like super depress. I don't know what happen to me. Ate finish liao i went to bath and went up the bus to meet up with Qiqi, Dave and Robin. We were rotting over at MAC for quite some time before we head over to FAR EAST to shop shop. I brought a pair of ear rings and a pair of shoes as well. Then accompanied Qiqi to walk around and she managed to get herself a top. About 7+, me and Qiqi went to the ramen shop to eat super HOT HOT noodle. I just wanted to vent and release all the temper on the hot noodle ba. The burning sensation was like WOW!!! I drank a lot of water and my face was like burning hot. HA HA HA!! But the noodle was nice lar. After having the noodle, i took bus home. Long journey, so listen to my MP3 and slept all the way home.

Now at home liao. Boring...Going to sleep very soon. Tired. Don't want to think of anything otherwise will get emotional again. -.-

-=Signing off=-
1015 hours

Had a wonderfool day on 06/05/2007~ =))

Alright. I shall think where to start for blogging today's blog. Heez! Weather extremely HOT today!! Will MELT... Well, today is St Joseph Feast Day at the church and there were lots of food to eat. However, the food were rather expensive. Hence, i did not buy much food but went to walk walk around with my grandparents and maid until about 10+.

I was relaxing at home until noon time about 3+ to 4PM before preparing to go out and meet dear dear. ^.^ Actually wanted to meet dear-dear at 1PM one. However, he woke up late. Hence we met up later. =.=!!! I left house @ 3.45PM and waited for bus 190 to come. It was a long journey though but i predicted that dear-dear will be late (AS USUAL). So i take my own sweet time to travel to Cineleisure. Guess what? When i reached there, he STILL haven reach lar. LOL!!! ;p Still dare to tell me beforehand that he would be earlier than me wor. HEHE!!! =p While waiting for dear dear to reach, i went to shop shop around. I got a pretty mirror from More Than Words Shop. Happy!! I waited for that blur sotong aka pig on the 6th floor but he went to the 5th floor instead. Whaahahah!!! Don't know he wake up from his slumberland liao or not. LOL!!! We brought the tickets and i accompanied him to eat something at Yoshinoya coz he said he was hungry. WOAH!! He ate real fast lar! Like estimated 15 mins? Fast or not? Like "gobbling" down all the food like that. Then he was telling me in army, guys had to eat super fast. If for me, i sure take like 30 mins or more de lo. After having his food, we went to watch "The Hills Have Eyes 2". Very gory and disgusting lar~ But i LIKE!! It was very scary la! I watch the show and at the same time grabbing dear's hand tight tight coz of the sound effect and suspense.

After the movie, we went to walk walk @ Takashimaya. I was like a bit hungry and wanted to bite something. So he brought me to the food mart area and i brought two chicken cheesy hot dogs to eat. We then decided to shop shop around to allow me to have time to finish my food before we go over to the coffee club to enjoy our dinner. Dear wanted to buy Hugo Boss stuff. But i told him that he must save money and don't anyhow spend. He arh..twisted the words. Can anyhow spend and save lesser. Dots! But he had a wish list in mind to get some stuff when his bonus come. So today only window shopping. Dear ah, i ask u. Can i be greedy a bit ah? You only get me the cam ah? *Hint Hint!* After which, we went to the coffee club to have our ice-mocha latte. I asked if he wanted to eat, but he don't want. So i had my chicken bolognaise macaroni. *Yummy yummy!!!* Eat until very full while talking to him and flipping the CLEO magazine. I was thinking that i would feel real weird to eat in front of him coz i shy. However, never leh. Maybe my hunger got over the better of me. I felt more at ease eating with him than the first time round. Ha Ha! Guess i accepted him as my boy boy liao bah. =DD Then he told me that he had to go work soon. So i faster drink finish the ice-mocha latte. HA HA! The vanilla ice-cream with the cinnamon powder was DELICIOUS la! I simply enjoy eating ice-cream. =)) About 8.50PM, he settled the bill and we walked to the mrt station. I wanted to accompany him, and hence didn't take the bus. We accompanied one another until the train reached city hall where he alighted. I continued to take the train until Raffles Place then change train. I had a wonderful day with him today. Heex!

I love dear dear always. =DD *MuackiES and Huggies!*
-=Signing off=-
1145 hours

Wasn't a very good saturday. Feel weak and tired.

Ok. I have to blogged all my feelings into this post because i am really having all sorts of feelings in me right now. During the day, it was a bright and sunny day and hence i was thinking of what to do. Then mama comes to me and ask if i wanna go hair salon with her. Weeee!! First time she asks me such a question! LOL! I eagerly went to the hair salon with her. =DD Had a super trim from the hair stylist, Jessie. She was telling me that i have not been trimming my hair for like four to five months. I act blur and asked her, "Oh really?" Don't seem like it to me leh. Hehe! ;p I brought strawberry bubble tea home to drink. Was drinking it while watching tv and waiting for time to pass to attend church mass at 6pm. After the mass at 7pm, i was like a bit worn out. But still i came home rest a while then went to meet the rest @ Bugis for steamboat. Wah liew! Talk about the steamboat, i pek cek lar! All also late. I went shop shop around until 9.30PM sia!! You can imagine how long or not? =( Really very fed up until i went to an accessories shop to get mashimaro for my hp. Cute cute de wor!! =DD I even went to the jap bookshop to look at books lo. That's how bored i am! Finally the people came and i ate quite a bit at the steamboat lar. Ate vege, meat, fishballs, meatballs, crabmeat, la la and prawns. The food was not bad but it was VERY HOT!!! Like as if i'm at a sauna lo!! -.-!!! I din realise that i "stink" until i was approaching home. I tell you....the smell of the fishy stink CAN FAINT!! Luckily i never go anywhere but went home to have a cool shower instead. Then i do my assignment, hoping to get all done before the start of another week. Now really super shag. I want to sleep. ^^ Missing dear dear lots out of a sudden. I was like throwing tantrums at him over the messages that i sent to him earlier while waiting for people at Bugis. Really hate to wait for people lar!!!! Next time I ALSO SUPER LATE!! -.-!!!

Mashimaro loves dar dar.
-=Signing off=-
0115 hours

PiangzzZZ! Had a good and a bad day on 04/05/07

Someone tells me that he cannot read anything on my blog coz my words are too DARK!! So i've to use lighter colours hoping that person can SEE!! =p But too light, i scared that person will go blind. LOL!! KEKE!

Hmmzz..actually nothing much happened just that i had a small quarrel with that ANGRY MAN. He had a long day at work. Hence, i asked him to go home and rest after that. However, i got chided instead. He said i broke my promise in not meeting him. Aiyoh eh!! I asked him to go home and rest also wrong. -.-!!! =( Then..Really nothing much to do wad. So go home after work and have a nice bath then sleep lo! That's the most comfortable thing that i would do after a long day of work manz! Ohh, hehe! I like to enjoy life very much. LOL!! =DD Anyway, in the end i still met up with him at KAP mac to have a meal and chatted a long while before heading home.

But i can't sleep, that's why i blogged this. =) He and his mashimaro~ OMG! I wanna faint. I don't want to be his mashimaro can or not arh? Muhahahaha!!! =p *JOking! Joking! hor* Wait he murder me. *Scared!!*OK lar. Nothing much to blog blog also.


Love dar dar
-=Signing off=-
0140 hours

Re: Woots! Mashimaro in luv with dear-dear~ ^^ LOL!! *Shy-shy*

Hmmzz..It has been a couple of days since i update my blog already. I actually wanted to wait much longer as i have been busy indulging myself with sorrows and more sorrows as well as struggling to breathe above all the school work. It was really like a NIGHTMARE to me for a while. I wanted to get out of an inhuman relationship coz i feel that i'm not treasured and loved by him at all!! Luckily there are some nice people around to console me and help me brave myself up. I won't wanna name them, but they are indeed good friends to be with when you are in trouble. =) Thanks to all of you arh? =DD Okie okie! I want to talk about other things. Don't want to talk about the sad things. =p

I got to know someone long long time ago. I din realize that he actually interested in me for very long liao. Just that he thought that i was attached and don't know how i feel. Hence he keep quiet until recently. -.-!!! Such a silly guy hoh? LOL! It is really a funny fate thing that is working on me. He knew me from irc for a very long while already. Then he noticed me again in one of the whoisgoing forum posting. That's how he knew me wor. FUNNY right? 02 MAY 2007 will forever be a day of remembrance to me!! I started afresh again!! =DD

Well, i went to meet Dewei at PS. Both of us were late coz of the stupid traffic jam in town. Haha! But luckily he never let me wait for very long. Otherwise i will really "strangle" him coz i dislike waiting long hours for people. HAHA! After which we went up to the top floor to book tickets for the spiderman 3 movie. He watched already but i insisted that he accompany me and well, he agreed to it. Wanted to watch the 9.30 show but the seatings weren't good. Thus watch a later show of 9.50pm de. Shawnie, Qiqi, Shi-ta-ka, me and my dear went to watch it. IT WAS A COOL N NICE SHOW LO!! I LOVE IT!! Especially when Peter Parker had to choose between the seductive suit and the compassionate hero which he used to be. And also not forgetting "the black black thing" that becomes the seductive suit. It is afraid of banging sound. HAHA! So funny and yet gory. Yesterday Dewei started to hold my hand and hug hug me. Weird weird la. Coz i am wondering how he's going to initiate to tell me that he's going to hold my hand. Well, i guess it just comes naturally ba. I was like a very happy girl yesterday. I told him that i am very lousy in maintaining relationship one. He so "CUTE" lar. He tells me let's try to maintain it together then. LOL!! =p Although there is some hiccups yesterday, but well..nothing bad realli happened. Oh yar, Dewei says that i look like a mashimaro with cute cute bunny hands lar~! OMIGOSH!! That's how i came up with the above topic.

Weeeeee!!! I'm head over heels in love with him lar. Really can't hide from him liao. =)) Mashimaro loves dear-dear deep deep!! =DD *BLeah!!* La La LA~

-=Smiles=--
Log off for now.
1715 hours

Funny feeling today..

Yesterday went to tf6, but din really enjoy myself that much. I also don't know why. Maybe too sian of tertiary fling oreadi. George was like not very happy as well. But in the end, while at the bridge, he smiled a bit. I miss miss him. Heez! Hope to see him real soon. Just meet up with fcukit ppl and went to the bridge to chill and had some drinks with them. After which i went home with raine. Actually was thinking of taking the cab outside MOS. However, it seems NO CAB at all. Hence, we went opposite side to catch cabs instead. I hope that raine managed to catch a cab also.

Today went to my stupid tutorial class in the morning. I was feeling very pek cek in the morning. Don't know why. Maybe it's because my face is not recovering very well. Hence, after class i went to the skin clinic to see the doctor. It took me quite a while because i had to wait for my turn. It was like waiting for years before my turn comes. Number 34 to 40 is like years leh and Doc Diane Jek was a good doctor but just that she takes very long to see a patient. When it was my turn, I told the doc that my skin is not recovering that well and that i've new pops pops coming out. She press press a bit and look at all the pops. Then she asks me not to squeeze them and most importantly drink more water. Heex! The medicine is the most heart pain part. It cost me $70!!!!! The most EX consultation + medication in my life!!! But i really hope that my face will recover real soon.

I saw qiqi's blog just now only. It was like...awww...qi, you broke your contact lens huh? Sad-sad! Clumsy clumsy arh? Must be careful when taking out the contact lens yah? =) Weeeee~!! I saw your top and shoes. Hiao lar~! Wear new shoes at tf6. Legs have blister. HAHA!!! =p I also want to go watch movie marathon leh!!! Must add me in horz, if you're going to watch. I heard WG organising an movie "Pirates of the Caribbean" for all whoisgoing ppl leh. It is in the forum. You can go take a look. Spiderman 3 COME out liao, i also wanna go watch!! Lai Lai!!! =DD Qi, you wanna go get jigsaw puzzle to do ah? That is one of my favourite leh. Heex! When you wanna go get and do, let me know can? I go meet you and pei u go buy. Onz or not? Good fren jiu shi like that de. Hehe!

Okies bah. Nothing much to say le. George called to said that he went to friend's chalet. I asked if he was going to stay over at the chalet. He said guess not coz the next day he've to work. Hope he have a nice time over at the chalet. That's all for now.

-=Signing off=-
1950 hours

Overwhelmed by sadness..

Ok. I shall post this blog as the beginning of a new life.

I was overwhelmed by sadness and pain to the maximum. I didn't know that having feelings for someone could be that painful until i am feeling dull dull dull and sad for the entire day in school. I've to force myself to concentrate on lessons even though my heart and mind is not willing to listen. Until the time that i came home from the bus trip, i was still overwhelmed with it. =.=!!! Till the time i came home, he called me. Over the conversation, he told me he had a heated argument with his grandfather over some conventional thinking matters. I assured him and ask him to cool down after the quarrel. He came home and i saw him chatting on WG. He just called my name instead of the usual greetings. I was like thinking we're completely gone already. Coz he told me if he were to hurt me now, next time he will hurt me more. But i really love him a lot! So much so that if he was gone, i think i would be daMM lost in the desert walking alone. I am so used to him being around. I can't see what and how will i survive without his presence. I understand that he doesn't want to see me being hurt as well. I wanna go through the hurdle with him even just listening to him or give him my morale support till he goes through the problem.

I love u, dar dar.

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1033 hours

Lost along the way..

Okie. WG is lagging badly again and i can't enter into it. Hence, i am here to type type my blog. I am lost along the way again as usual. Why must it be hitting me so hard leh? I tried ways and means to hide all the sadness and sorrows that i'm facing coz i believe that the day will be better. And..i hope it will really do.

Guess i should not force him to do anything and just go with the flow bahz. However, i feel that i don't stand in any position in his heart at all. Sad case, ain't it so? It is just a terrible and horrigible feeling that i am suffering from. He makes my day when i dream of him; However, he makes me sad also. Oh my god!! Why is it so leh? I simply have no idea. *Sighs!!* Guess just let natural takes its place ba. No point i put in so much effort but he doesn't know.

Lost in space.
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1115 hours Out

A sad n yet happy night at club momo yesterday...

*Yawns! Yawns!!* Really very very sleepy but had to wake up early coz friend keep on calling me. Wake up liao, nothing to do so decide to come online to blog my feelings before i forget what happened yesterday night. But really had a HELL of a time at CLUB MOMO yesterday, last day for the club. MOMO will be undergoing a 3 weeks renovation and after which will become VELVET DRAGON lo.

Met up with Qiqi and Ricky outside momo yesterday. We were thirsty and George was hungry. So we decided to had a drink and some food to chill and relax for waiting for time to pass. After a while, we met DAVE, Robin and his friend. Subsequently also met Sean from DK4, Takashi, Shawnie, IKo, James, Angela and Coolbabe. Not long my korkor came liao. We went over to the members queue to meet up with him an went to find our table. Inside momo, while looking for our table, there were lots of ups and downs la! We had to wait for a long time to find the V3 table while looking for the manager Celine and were standing there like a statue for i think about half and hour or so. Qiqi was so pissed off. Heh!!! Not long kor came in and started to open 2 of the Martell bottles. I drank and enjoyed the music. It was only later that the music started to be nice and was dancing whole night long. Luckily our table there has a fan. Otherwise die liao coz very very hot after dancing. I did went down to the dance area to dance dance a bit with Verlyn and Lynette. Saw Fel and the rest next to the DJ as well. All was fun!!! Oh oh! Met Ajuana, Sean MoMo and others as well. =)) Then George told me that he saw his ex opposite. I was like "Duh!! Sianx full time liao!!!" Then started to give him the attitude lo. Qiqi asked him to come and coax me and it was like only after a while then i give in to him. He knows that i am jealous and tries to tell me not to.

Guy : I never miss her at all lor..here finishing soon. You go sleep first. i reach home sms u ok? miss u. [Awww..How sweet of him right?] I really like him a LOT larz. DIE LIAO!! I also don't know how.

As time goes by, soon it was time for me to leave that place and head for home liao. Before leaving, i gave him a super Big HUGZ then went home. Nice Nice hug u know? ^.^ George left i think about 5+. He went home to shower a bit then went back to work at 6.30am. Really very tiring for him. *Sighs!* No choice. Work ma. I woke up at about 11am and message him. He called me shortly and told me that his eyes cannot open liao. In an orr-orr mode. Said will be going home at 3pm to sleep. Better also. Had a tiring day. Okies!! That's all i've to post for now. If got further progress, i will update here again. :)

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1155 hours

Hmmz..Funny feeling and don't know what to do..

Aiya! I just wanted to type some nonsense in this blog coz suddenly filled with lotsa thoughts and wonder what to do with them. Can someone out there tell me what to do?

Guy: I had a past that is very bad for me. I knew someone who caused me to have phobia against having new relationship. I have a very horrible temper and no one can tolerate it even my family members. I am very possessive,and so no girls like and never will be able to tolerate me. I also have lots of problems at hand right now. So will not want to be in a relationship at the moment.

Girl : She tells him that everyone also have their character and unique in their own ways. A bad relationship in the past doesn't mean ur next relationship will not be a good one. All in all, it adds up to individual's experience and the person will learn better from it. Horrible temper is a character which takes time to curb it down one. It doesn't resolves the temper overnight. As the person grows older, he/she will know how to control the temper and die down to a certain extent. As for the possessiveness, nobody can stop it one. But it also depends to what extent is the possessiveness la. Can't be stop the girl from going out or making new friends right?

Guy : You're just half-half relationship in my heart.

Girl : Meaning = a friend as well as a soul partner to be with (That's what i understand).

Complicated issue ain't it so? Qiqi, how la how la? You ask me to take it easy and slowly go for it. But...sighs sighs sighs!! I am filled with doubts at the moment. You know hor. If that person don't call me, i feel weird leh. I will wonder what happen to him. It is like very natural that he calls me when he've the time to do so. I really don't know what is going to happen. Please..HELP ME!! =(

-=Endz=-
1135 hours.

Is it just so simple??

As for now, just live with faith.

Love is infact Simple, just that we humans, made it complicated. Just keep it simple, mix in a little chemistry and follow ur heart.

That way u will not go wrong.

If it is only so, why are there so many ppl still hurt? Are they learning from their past experience of being hurt and stand up once again? Tell me about it.....

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1320 hours

Tertiary Fling coming up on 26th April 2007..<>

Hmmzz...I'm in school right now and have lotsa free time. Luckily i manage to find a free station for me to type some crazy stuff onto my blog as well as check e-mails. Without further or do, i've decided to update my blog with new post in case people complain that i never update my blog wor. Heez!! =DD

Alright! Anyway, Tertiary Fling 6 (TF6) is approaching very soon. Let's say in a weeks time. Tickets are furiously being distributed to people all around. Oh yah!!! Not forgetting that George buddy will be celebrating his birthday at TF6!! Woots!! It is going to be hell og a happy time on that day. Of course, i'm also suffering the same fate. I am going to have lots of tf6 tickets with me. So anyone who is interested, please do help me with distributing the tickets to your friends so that they can enter for FREE of course! Heh!! =p I'm wondering where did all the clubbing people go since today is a new start for many of the poly students. Hope to see some funky people around polys who club but seems like there are not many. Maybe they are hiding in disguise huh? [Hmmzz..thinking cap on.. ^^]

Kinda stuck at the moment in thinking wad to type...Forgive me yah? Only have bits and pieces of facts in my brain at the moment. So i just type whatever i'm thinking. Heex! Yah YAh!!! TF6 tickets on the loose lar...need to give out to as many ppl as possible. Help me find ppl....ThanX!!

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1230 hours

Feelings, thoughts and more thoughts...

You given me hope, but always got back in disappointment.
When I badly miss you, I felt disorientated.
Is this bad? Unhealthy?
Or maybe its natural to feel this way when I miss somebody "YOU", that I've waiting all this while.
Or LOVE is in the air and I'm surrounded with hearts all around me.
It cannot be described, it felt so hurts as if there's nothing else is in this world.
But its like clapping with one hand, because.
It feel like that somebody "YOU", is not showing any signs of FEELINGS/LOVE/CARE about me at all again.
So am I clapping with one hand or both hands?
Thats the question

Should I keep holding on?
Should I keep waiting?
And where is your compensate?

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Haha~ Suddenly have all these complicated thoughts overwhelmed in my heart, soul and head. I just wanna be sayang, dote and pampered. Too much of all these really sux huh? LOL!!! I will be FINE and alright de.

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FINALLY!!! Have been Lost n hence....

Hmmmz..been wanted to write on my blog but don't know wad to write that's why have been denying my blog all this while. Sad case huh? =(( [Mei ren ai jiu shi zhe yang de]

But well...LIFE STILL HAS TO GO ON. Otherwise i think i will die de!! Nothing much to do all these while except to club and make more friends. I also don't know what's wrong with me. It is just 'empty' inside bah. Empty n more empty. Think the happiness ain't coming back to me anymore. It will drift further n further away. Haiz... Then let it be bahz. This kinda thing cannot be forced de. Will come means will come. Otherwise just let me be then.

Don't know wad am i saying. Just lotsa crap n more crap. Or else i stop writing my blog, wait ppl will complain that i never write a single thing. Haha! =p

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