Actually, i refuse to blog this but i think i should just blog it and get it over once and for all!! Am not going to talk about it after i BLOG this.
I felt totally unwell and bashed up yesterday. Really bashed up until i don't even wanna face the world anymore. But just wanna hide inside my small small pigeon hole. I know a lot of people will scold and yell me off. Sorry to those who really care about me, ya? Say i am the stupid and silly girl. Why put in feelings for a selfish, idiot jerk? He don't even know how to treasure you. But only have two-sided face character and always give invalid excuses that's all. Is that the person that you want to be with forever? He tells you many times that we are not compatible and poles apart. It is troublesome to maintain relationship and that he doesn't want it. It is so heart wrenching to talk about it. I was with Deb the whole of lecture yesterday crying my heart out and at the same time lost. I wasn't like able to concentrate on anything the whole of yesterday. Coz i really feel kinda sick with stomach cramp and the whole world is crumbling on me with all those cruel words that he messaged to me. It's worse than dying i think. =(( I don't know how come a person can change overnight to be such an insane and hard-hearted person. Maybe i am childish. But i feel that he's even more childish than me. Cannot even think.
Deb, thanks for the consolation and hugs. I know that you care and your words will surely be deep rooted into my heart. I know he's not worth for me to be heart wrench about anymore. I will not think about it anymore. Baney, thanks for the consolation as well. I thought you will refuse to talk to me after that incident. But..i am glad that you still chat with me for such a long time. =))
-=Breathes=- I shall get on with it! Don't worry. I will laugh more and rock more with friends. It will feel better in time to come..i am sure it will.
-=Signing off=-
Life is complicated n more complicated.
Issues, thoughts, feelings...
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
blog blog blog in progress and at the same time updating wishlist
Hmmm..What should i write for today's blog leh?
Well, had a long conversation with a good friend yesterday night. ^.^ We spoke about stuff like family to relationships to what we were going to do when we graduate. Sometimes i feel that life is very fragile and needs to really nourish and water it in order for it to bloom into a beautiful garden of green rose. We spoke until about 2+ then i go and snooze. Woke up @ 7+ to prepare to go school. It was raining in the morning and so it was like very nice to sleep. I HATE IT! Had to drag myself to the shower and proceed to school. Water was like super cold!! =( >.< Had lessons until 11am then went to find auntie over at Punggol to had lunch with her. I wanna faint la coz she asks me to meet her at 1130 hours when i am at SIM! Super far lar...luckily there's cab. Phew! After i had lunch with her, i went home. Was like super tired. Reached home at 2PM. I was lazing around for a while before i doze off to sleep. I continued to sleep until about 7PM then mama come and call me go for dinner. *Yawns!!* Still very tired.
Oh ya!! I've updated my wish-list wor. However, I don't know how many of it will come true. -=Sad Case=- Anyway, it's just a wish-list. Of course i hope that majority of my wishes will come true. Will be SUPER HAPPY! But well if none came true, it is alright de. Just pray for good health & nice face complexion bah.
I miss miss dear dear lots. Sometimes never see him for quite long will find that something is missing. :(( He had to work and his schedule is topsy turvy kind. So most of the time he is tired and sleeps a lot. Sighs! Just leave with it and see how ba.
Mashi <3 <3 dear
-=Signing off=-
1030 hours
Well, had a long conversation with a good friend yesterday night. ^.^ We spoke about stuff like family to relationships to what we were going to do when we graduate. Sometimes i feel that life is very fragile and needs to really nourish and water it in order for it to bloom into a beautiful garden of green rose. We spoke until about 2+ then i go and snooze. Woke up @ 7+ to prepare to go school. It was raining in the morning and so it was like very nice to sleep. I HATE IT! Had to drag myself to the shower and proceed to school. Water was like super cold!! =( >.< Had lessons until 11am then went to find auntie over at Punggol to had lunch with her. I wanna faint la coz she asks me to meet her at 1130 hours when i am at SIM! Super far lar...luckily there's cab. Phew! After i had lunch with her, i went home. Was like super tired. Reached home at 2PM. I was lazing around for a while before i doze off to sleep. I continued to sleep until about 7PM then mama come and call me go for dinner. *Yawns!!* Still very tired.
Oh ya!! I've updated my wish-list wor. However, I don't know how many of it will come true. -=Sad Case=- Anyway, it's just a wish-list. Of course i hope that majority of my wishes will come true. Will be SUPER HAPPY! But well if none came true, it is alright de. Just pray for good health & nice face complexion bah.
I miss miss dear dear lots. Sometimes never see him for quite long will find that something is missing. :(( He had to work and his schedule is topsy turvy kind. So most of the time he is tired and sleeps a lot. Sighs! Just leave with it and see how ba.
Mashi <3 <3 dear
-=Signing off=-
1030 hours
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Had a wonderfool MEAL on 08/05/2007..
Hehe! It is time of the day to blog again. Seems like everyday also have something to say. =)) Thus, everyday i shall leave a bit of my time to type type something in my bloggie. ;p
Woke up in the afternoon. Very blur and stonning all the way in front of my laptop. LOL!!! After resting a while, i went to mug on my assignment coz i don't want to do it at the last min. When i finished my assignment, i had to pack clothes into boxes lar!! Super stress!! I din know that I had so many tons of CLOTHES!! I want to faint sia! DoTS!
I just went to Uncle Andrew's dinner invitation at Ang Mo Kio. Woots! The food was very delicious wor! I was like very hungry waiting for my parents to come home from work. Wait until 7PM, then they reach home. Mum went for a super fast shower and we headed to Ang Mo Kio. Hmmz..Let me recall what food we had ah. We had Egg Omelette, Fried Yee Mee, Brocoli fried with scalops, butter prawn fritters, fish soup steamboat, roasted chicken and cat fish. *sLurps!!* Greedy hoh? But the food was really superlicious lar! Guess how much? There were 10 pacs eating at the table. It cost $120/- wor! Cheap siah!!! Go where find such a deal? LOL! I was chatting and giggling happily with my mum's fren's son. He damm funny lar~ Keep on making me laugh with all sorts of jokes. I laugh until stomachache. -.-!!! After the meal, we celebrate Uncle Andrew's birthday with a small Mango Apricot cake. The cake was from Polar cake shop. It was brought by my mum. The cake was very nice to eat, just that the strawberries were a bit the sour. Hehe! ;p
Mashimaro Love Love dear dear~ *Huggies & muackies!*
miss HIM super LOTS!
-=Signing off=-
1130 hours
Woke up in the afternoon. Very blur and stonning all the way in front of my laptop. LOL!!! After resting a while, i went to mug on my assignment coz i don't want to do it at the last min. When i finished my assignment, i had to pack clothes into boxes lar!! Super stress!! I din know that I had so many tons of CLOTHES!! I want to faint sia! DoTS!
I just went to Uncle Andrew's dinner invitation at Ang Mo Kio. Woots! The food was very delicious wor! I was like very hungry waiting for my parents to come home from work. Wait until 7PM, then they reach home. Mum went for a super fast shower and we headed to Ang Mo Kio. Hmmz..Let me recall what food we had ah. We had Egg Omelette, Fried Yee Mee, Brocoli fried with scalops, butter prawn fritters, fish soup steamboat, roasted chicken and cat fish. *sLurps!!* Greedy hoh? But the food was really superlicious lar! Guess how much? There were 10 pacs eating at the table. It cost $120/- wor! Cheap siah!!! Go where find such a deal? LOL! I was chatting and giggling happily with my mum's fren's son. He damm funny lar~ Keep on making me laugh with all sorts of jokes. I laugh until stomachache. -.-!!! After the meal, we celebrate Uncle Andrew's birthday with a small Mango Apricot cake. The cake was from Polar cake shop. It was brought by my mum. The cake was very nice to eat, just that the strawberries were a bit the sour. Hehe! ;p
Mashimaro Love Love dear dear~ *Huggies & muackies!*
miss HIM super LOTS!
-=Signing off=-
1130 hours
Monday, May 07, 2007
Boring~ Boring~ Emo Emo Emo Emo!!!
Arrgg..sian. Boring boring Monday with a super emotional mood. I don't even know why. Maybe my dearest classmate was seriously sick and i din get to see her today that's why ba. Or could be something else. I also not sure about it. But i need to blog some stuff. So i just crap whatever i have in mind.
I was like freaking bored in school this morning. Totally listless and couldn't even concentrate on whatever the lecturer was bombing into my head. However, I still had to listen la. Crap right? After the lecture at 11AM, i was like hoping to disappear from school liao. Met up with Daniel @ 12PM to collect tickets and then left the horrigible school. I came home with lots of food to eat coz i was like super depress. I don't know what happen to me. Ate finish liao i went to bath and went up the bus to meet up with Qiqi, Dave and Robin. We were rotting over at MAC for quite some time before we head over to FAR EAST to shop shop. I brought a pair of ear rings and a pair of shoes as well. Then accompanied Qiqi to walk around and she managed to get herself a top. About 7+, me and Qiqi went to the ramen shop to eat super HOT HOT noodle. I just wanted to vent and release all the temper on the hot noodle ba. The burning sensation was like WOW!!! I drank a lot of water and my face was like burning hot. HA HA HA!! But the noodle was nice lar. After having the noodle, i took bus home. Long journey, so listen to my MP3 and slept all the way home.
Now at home liao. Boring...Going to sleep very soon. Tired. Don't want to think of anything otherwise will get emotional again. -.-
-=Signing off=-
1015 hours
I was like freaking bored in school this morning. Totally listless and couldn't even concentrate on whatever the lecturer was bombing into my head. However, I still had to listen la. Crap right? After the lecture at 11AM, i was like hoping to disappear from school liao. Met up with Daniel @ 12PM to collect tickets and then left the horrigible school. I came home with lots of food to eat coz i was like super depress. I don't know what happen to me. Ate finish liao i went to bath and went up the bus to meet up with Qiqi, Dave and Robin. We were rotting over at MAC for quite some time before we head over to FAR EAST to shop shop. I brought a pair of ear rings and a pair of shoes as well. Then accompanied Qiqi to walk around and she managed to get herself a top. About 7+, me and Qiqi went to the ramen shop to eat super HOT HOT noodle. I just wanted to vent and release all the temper on the hot noodle ba. The burning sensation was like WOW!!! I drank a lot of water and my face was like burning hot. HA HA HA!! But the noodle was nice lar. After having the noodle, i took bus home. Long journey, so listen to my MP3 and slept all the way home.
Now at home liao. Boring...Going to sleep very soon. Tired. Don't want to think of anything otherwise will get emotional again. -.-
-=Signing off=-
1015 hours
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Had a wonderfool day on 06/05/2007~ =))
Alright. I shall think where to start for blogging today's blog. Heez! Weather extremely HOT today!! Will MELT... Well, today is St Joseph Feast Day at the church and there were lots of food to eat. However, the food were rather expensive. Hence, i did not buy much food but went to walk walk around with my grandparents and maid until about 10+.
I was relaxing at home until noon time about 3+ to 4PM before preparing to go out and meet dear dear. ^.^ Actually wanted to meet dear-dear at 1PM one. However, he woke up late. Hence we met up later. =.=!!! I left house @ 3.45PM and waited for bus 190 to come. It was a long journey though but i predicted that dear-dear will be late (AS USUAL). So i take my own sweet time to travel to Cineleisure. Guess what? When i reached there, he STILL haven reach lar. LOL!!! ;p Still dare to tell me beforehand that he would be earlier than me wor. HEHE!!! =p While waiting for dear dear to reach, i went to shop shop around. I got a pretty mirror from More Than Words Shop. Happy!! I waited for that blur sotong aka pig on the 6th floor but he went to the 5th floor instead. Whaahahah!!! Don't know he wake up from his slumberland liao or not. LOL!!! We brought the tickets and i accompanied him to eat something at Yoshinoya coz he said he was hungry. WOAH!! He ate real fast lar! Like estimated 15 mins? Fast or not? Like "gobbling" down all the food like that. Then he was telling me in army, guys had to eat super fast. If for me, i sure take like 30 mins or more de lo. After having his food, we went to watch "The Hills Have Eyes 2". Very gory and disgusting lar~ But i LIKE!! It was very scary la! I watch the show and at the same time grabbing dear's hand tight tight coz of the sound effect and suspense.
After the movie, we went to walk walk @ Takashimaya. I was like a bit hungry and wanted to bite something. So he brought me to the food mart area and i brought two chicken cheesy hot dogs to eat. We then decided to shop shop around to allow me to have time to finish my food before we go over to the coffee club to enjoy our dinner. Dear wanted to buy Hugo Boss stuff. But i told him that he must save money and don't anyhow spend. He arh..twisted the words. Can anyhow spend and save lesser. Dots! But he had a wish list in mind to get some stuff when his bonus come. So today only window shopping. Dear ah, i ask u. Can i be greedy a bit ah? You only get me the cam ah? *Hint Hint!* After which, we went to the coffee club to have our ice-mocha latte. I asked if he wanted to eat, but he don't want. So i had my chicken bolognaise macaroni. *Yummy yummy!!!* Eat until very full while talking to him and flipping the CLEO magazine. I was thinking that i would feel real weird to eat in front of him coz i shy. However, never leh. Maybe my hunger got over the better of me. I felt more at ease eating with him than the first time round. Ha Ha! Guess i accepted him as my boy boy liao bah. =DD Then he told me that he had to go work soon. So i faster drink finish the ice-mocha latte. HA HA! The vanilla ice-cream with the cinnamon powder was DELICIOUS la! I simply enjoy eating ice-cream. =)) About 8.50PM, he settled the bill and we walked to the mrt station. I wanted to accompany him, and hence didn't take the bus. We accompanied one another until the train reached city hall where he alighted. I continued to take the train until Raffles Place then change train. I had a wonderful day with him today. Heex!
I love dear dear always. =DD *MuackiES and Huggies!*
-=Signing off=-
1145 hours
I was relaxing at home until noon time about 3+ to 4PM before preparing to go out and meet dear dear. ^.^ Actually wanted to meet dear-dear at 1PM one. However, he woke up late. Hence we met up later. =.=!!! I left house @ 3.45PM and waited for bus 190 to come. It was a long journey though but i predicted that dear-dear will be late (AS USUAL). So i take my own sweet time to travel to Cineleisure. Guess what? When i reached there, he STILL haven reach lar. LOL!!! ;p Still dare to tell me beforehand that he would be earlier than me wor. HEHE!!! =p While waiting for dear dear to reach, i went to shop shop around. I got a pretty mirror from More Than Words Shop. Happy!! I waited for that blur sotong aka pig on the 6th floor but he went to the 5th floor instead. Whaahahah!!! Don't know he wake up from his slumberland liao or not. LOL!!! We brought the tickets and i accompanied him to eat something at Yoshinoya coz he said he was hungry. WOAH!! He ate real fast lar! Like estimated 15 mins? Fast or not? Like "gobbling" down all the food like that. Then he was telling me in army, guys had to eat super fast. If for me, i sure take like 30 mins or more de lo. After having his food, we went to watch "The Hills Have Eyes 2". Very gory and disgusting lar~ But i LIKE!! It was very scary la! I watch the show and at the same time grabbing dear's hand tight tight coz of the sound effect and suspense.
After the movie, we went to walk walk @ Takashimaya. I was like a bit hungry and wanted to bite something. So he brought me to the food mart area and i brought two chicken cheesy hot dogs to eat. We then decided to shop shop around to allow me to have time to finish my food before we go over to the coffee club to enjoy our dinner. Dear wanted to buy Hugo Boss stuff. But i told him that he must save money and don't anyhow spend. He arh..twisted the words. Can anyhow spend and save lesser. Dots! But he had a wish list in mind to get some stuff when his bonus come. So today only window shopping. Dear ah, i ask u. Can i be greedy a bit ah? You only get me the cam ah? *Hint Hint!* After which, we went to the coffee club to have our ice-mocha latte. I asked if he wanted to eat, but he don't want. So i had my chicken bolognaise macaroni. *Yummy yummy!!!* Eat until very full while talking to him and flipping the CLEO magazine. I was thinking that i would feel real weird to eat in front of him coz i shy. However, never leh. Maybe my hunger got over the better of me. I felt more at ease eating with him than the first time round. Ha Ha! Guess i accepted him as my boy boy liao bah. =DD Then he told me that he had to go work soon. So i faster drink finish the ice-mocha latte. HA HA! The vanilla ice-cream with the cinnamon powder was DELICIOUS la! I simply enjoy eating ice-cream. =)) About 8.50PM, he settled the bill and we walked to the mrt station. I wanted to accompany him, and hence didn't take the bus. We accompanied one another until the train reached city hall where he alighted. I continued to take the train until Raffles Place then change train. I had a wonderful day with him today. Heex!
I love dear dear always. =DD *MuackiES and Huggies!*
-=Signing off=-
1145 hours
Wasn't a very good saturday. Feel weak and tired.
Ok. I have to blogged all my feelings into this post because i am really having all sorts of feelings in me right now. During the day, it was a bright and sunny day and hence i was thinking of what to do. Then mama comes to me and ask if i wanna go hair salon with her. Weeee!! First time she asks me such a question! LOL! I eagerly went to the hair salon with her. =DD Had a super trim from the hair stylist, Jessie. She was telling me that i have not been trimming my hair for like four to five months. I act blur and asked her, "Oh really?" Don't seem like it to me leh. Hehe! ;p I brought strawberry bubble tea home to drink. Was drinking it while watching tv and waiting for time to pass to attend church mass at 6pm. After the mass at 7pm, i was like a bit worn out. But still i came home rest a while then went to meet the rest @ Bugis for steamboat. Wah liew! Talk about the steamboat, i pek cek lar! All also late. I went shop shop around until 9.30PM sia!! You can imagine how long or not? =( Really very fed up until i went to an accessories shop to get mashimaro for my hp. Cute cute de wor!! =DD I even went to the jap bookshop to look at books lo. That's how bored i am! Finally the people came and i ate quite a bit at the steamboat lar. Ate vege, meat, fishballs, meatballs, crabmeat, la la and prawns. The food was not bad but it was VERY HOT!!! Like as if i'm at a sauna lo!! -.-!!! I din realise that i "stink" until i was approaching home. I tell you....the smell of the fishy stink CAN FAINT!! Luckily i never go anywhere but went home to have a cool shower instead. Then i do my assignment, hoping to get all done before the start of another week. Now really super shag. I want to sleep. ^^ Missing dear dear lots out of a sudden. I was like throwing tantrums at him over the messages that i sent to him earlier while waiting for people at Bugis. Really hate to wait for people lar!!!! Next time I ALSO SUPER LATE!! -.-!!!
Mashimaro loves dar dar.
-=Signing off=-
0115 hours
Mashimaro loves dar dar.
-=Signing off=-
0115 hours
Saturday, May 05, 2007
PiangzzZZ! Had a good and a bad day on 04/05/07
Someone tells me that he cannot read anything on my blog coz my words are too DARK!! So i've to use lighter colours hoping that person can SEE!! =p But too light, i scared that person will go blind. LOL!! KEKE!
Hmmzz..actually nothing much happened just that i had a small quarrel with that ANGRY MAN. He had a long day at work. Hence, i asked him to go home and rest after that. However, i got chided instead. He said i broke my promise in not meeting him. Aiyoh eh!! I asked him to go home and rest also wrong. -.-!!! =( Then..Really nothing much to do wad. So go home after work and have a nice bath then sleep lo! That's the most comfortable thing that i would do after a long day of work manz! Ohh, hehe! I like to enjoy life very much. LOL!! =DD Anyway, in the end i still met up with him at KAP mac to have a meal and chatted a long while before heading home.
But i can't sleep, that's why i blogged this. =) He and his mashimaro~ OMG! I wanna faint. I don't want to be his mashimaro can or not arh? Muhahahaha!!! =p *JOking! Joking! hor* Wait he murder me. *Scared!!*OK lar. Nothing much to blog blog also.
Love dar dar
-=Signing off=-
0140 hours
Hmmzz..actually nothing much happened just that i had a small quarrel with that ANGRY MAN. He had a long day at work. Hence, i asked him to go home and rest after that. However, i got chided instead. He said i broke my promise in not meeting him. Aiyoh eh!! I asked him to go home and rest also wrong. -.-!!! =( Then..Really nothing much to do wad. So go home after work and have a nice bath then sleep lo! That's the most comfortable thing that i would do after a long day of work manz! Ohh, hehe! I like to enjoy life very much. LOL!! =DD Anyway, in the end i still met up with him at KAP mac to have a meal and chatted a long while before heading home.
But i can't sleep, that's why i blogged this. =) He and his mashimaro~ OMG! I wanna faint. I don't want to be his mashimaro can or not arh? Muhahahaha!!! =p *JOking! Joking! hor* Wait he murder me. *Scared!!*OK lar. Nothing much to blog blog also.
Love dar dar
-=Signing off=-
0140 hours
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Re: Woots! Mashimaro in luv with dear-dear~ ^^ LOL!! *Shy-shy*
Hmmzz..It has been a couple of days since i update my blog already. I actually wanted to wait much longer as i have been busy indulging myself with sorrows and more sorrows as well as struggling to breathe above all the school work. It was really like a NIGHTMARE to me for a while. I wanted to get out of an inhuman relationship coz i feel that i'm not treasured and loved by him at all!! Luckily there are some nice people around to console me and help me brave myself up. I won't wanna name them, but they are indeed good friends to be with when you are in trouble. =) Thanks to all of you arh? =DD Okie okie! I want to talk about other things. Don't want to talk about the sad things. =p
I got to know someone long long time ago. I din realize that he actually interested in me for very long liao. Just that he thought that i was attached and don't know how i feel. Hence he keep quiet until recently. -.-!!! Such a silly guy hoh? LOL! It is really a funny fate thing that is working on me. He knew me from irc for a very long while already. Then he noticed me again in one of the whoisgoing forum posting. That's how he knew me wor. FUNNY right? 02 MAY 2007 will forever be a day of remembrance to me!! I started afresh again!! =DD
Well, i went to meet Dewei at PS. Both of us were late coz of the stupid traffic jam in town. Haha! But luckily he never let me wait for very long. Otherwise i will really "strangle" him coz i dislike waiting long hours for people. HAHA! After which we went up to the top floor to book tickets for the spiderman 3 movie. He watched already but i insisted that he accompany me and well, he agreed to it. Wanted to watch the 9.30 show but the seatings weren't good. Thus watch a later show of 9.50pm de. Shawnie, Qiqi, Shi-ta-ka, me and my dear went to watch it. IT WAS A COOL N NICE SHOW LO!! I LOVE IT!! Especially when Peter Parker had to choose between the seductive suit and the compassionate hero which he used to be. And also not forgetting "the black black thing" that becomes the seductive suit. It is afraid of banging sound. HAHA! So funny and yet gory. Yesterday Dewei started to hold my hand and hug hug me. Weird weird la. Coz i am wondering how he's going to initiate to tell me that he's going to hold my hand. Well, i guess it just comes naturally ba. I was like a very happy girl yesterday. I told him that i am very lousy in maintaining relationship one. He so "CUTE" lar. He tells me let's try to maintain it together then. LOL!! =p Although there is some hiccups yesterday, but well..nothing bad realli happened. Oh yar, Dewei says that i look like a mashimaro with cute cute bunny hands lar~! OMIGOSH!! That's how i came up with the above topic.
Weeeeee!!! I'm head over heels in love with him lar. Really can't hide from him liao. =)) Mashimaro loves dear-dear deep deep!! =DD *BLeah!!* La La LA~
-=Smiles=--
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1715 hours
I got to know someone long long time ago. I din realize that he actually interested in me for very long liao. Just that he thought that i was attached and don't know how i feel. Hence he keep quiet until recently. -.-!!! Such a silly guy hoh? LOL! It is really a funny fate thing that is working on me. He knew me from irc for a very long while already. Then he noticed me again in one of the whoisgoing forum posting. That's how he knew me wor. FUNNY right? 02 MAY 2007 will forever be a day of remembrance to me!! I started afresh again!! =DD
Well, i went to meet Dewei at PS. Both of us were late coz of the stupid traffic jam in town. Haha! But luckily he never let me wait for very long. Otherwise i will really "strangle" him coz i dislike waiting long hours for people. HAHA! After which we went up to the top floor to book tickets for the spiderman 3 movie. He watched already but i insisted that he accompany me and well, he agreed to it. Wanted to watch the 9.30 show but the seatings weren't good. Thus watch a later show of 9.50pm de. Shawnie, Qiqi, Shi-ta-ka, me and my dear went to watch it. IT WAS A COOL N NICE SHOW LO!! I LOVE IT!! Especially when Peter Parker had to choose between the seductive suit and the compassionate hero which he used to be. And also not forgetting "the black black thing" that becomes the seductive suit. It is afraid of banging sound. HAHA! So funny and yet gory. Yesterday Dewei started to hold my hand and hug hug me. Weird weird la. Coz i am wondering how he's going to initiate to tell me that he's going to hold my hand. Well, i guess it just comes naturally ba. I was like a very happy girl yesterday. I told him that i am very lousy in maintaining relationship one. He so "CUTE" lar. He tells me let's try to maintain it together then. LOL!! =p Although there is some hiccups yesterday, but well..nothing bad realli happened. Oh yar, Dewei says that i look like a mashimaro with cute cute bunny hands lar~! OMIGOSH!! That's how i came up with the above topic.
Weeeeee!!! I'm head over heels in love with him lar. Really can't hide from him liao. =)) Mashimaro loves dear-dear deep deep!! =DD *BLeah!!* La La LA~
-=Smiles=--
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1715 hours
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