Feelings..

Well..
How should I start this blog?
There are many thoughts and feelings bottling inside me.
I feel like I am going to burst soon.
Thoughts..
Why must I give in to everything that he says?
Why can't it go my way?
How come it can only be engagement and not further?
I know to save money.
But can't it just happen?
Why is it so difficult leh?
I duno how come also.
Am simply just unhappy.
Things ain't going the way that I was thinking.
It is made one step harder.
I don't know how am I going to go through the hurdle.
I so much so wanted to tell him.
But i scared that he will be burden with it.
Besides it is not an easy task.
He is also busy with his work.
Aiya!
Just stupid thoughts running through my head.
Maybe I should just leave it that way.
Although he had told me that I will just receive the engagement ring.
After which 2.5 years later then get married.
But then.......
It is just not the way I wanted you see?
Maybe it won't happen also.
I just simply went blank.

Then start of school le.
A lot of homework and feelings to juggle with.
Coz of "someone"..friends ain't that close to me le.
Sigh!
I feel lonely.
Don't know how come also la.
Just mixed feelings.
Haven't been sleeping very well either.
That's why during the day am just too tired to crack my head nor think about anything.
I just want to shut off.
Don't want to have feelings.
Can or not?

Back to cleaning up zhu zhu's den.
Otherwise it will be very dirty.
Okies la..
Just wanna type some craps that are in my head.
Apologies for rumbling all my sorrows in here.
Ha Ha!
I just hope that the days ahead will be better.

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2140 hours

2 years and 2 months anniversary..Very fast wor..

Had a hectic day today.
First thing in the morning was to clean up zhu zhu's house and give them food.
After which I went for my shower and prepare to go to polyclinic to see doc.
Why see doc arh?
Coz both sides of my ankles have fungal infection.
The skin very thick and itchy.
Hence had to see doc.
It took me 3 hours to see doc. Fainted! Really very slow!
After I came home, need to help mummy with the cooking of curry.
Peel the onions, crunch with the blender and wait for the potatoes to be cooked.
Then I had to peel the potatoes.
After which, the rest is up to mummy to cook le.
Ha Ha! [Break time!]
The curry smells nice though! :p
[The aroma flies all over the kitchen de you know?]
Then Little Heng Heng came over.
He's so handsome today!
He wore the tee shirt that I bought for him from Boston.
It fits him nicely.
Ha Ha!
So I never bought the wrong size tee for him.
He is a very clever boy although he does not know how to walk as yet.
He can say "Door", "There", "Ball", "Apple", "Ah ma", "Bird".
Ha ha!
Oh yah! Little chicks are also call bird.
LOL!
He's very ke ai la!
Every time he does something right, he will want us to clap hands to praise him.
Clever right?
Tmr he will be coming again to let my mother babysit him.
Cute little Heng Heng!
Me and dear-dear was thinking of where to go for our anniversary dinner.
We went to Lot One instead coz Vivo was too far.
It would take about 30 to 45 mins to reach Vivo.
Lot One would be only 15 to 20 mins. Very much nearer.
We went to get some stuff for the zhu zhus.
Then we proceeded to Aijisen to have our wonderful meal.
Dear-dear, I forget to bring the camera la!
Must take pictures de you know?
Aiyo eh!
We had miyo prawn, white fish, chicken wings and our main dish, the noodles.
Our drinks were hot green tea and ice lemon tea.
The dinner was so filling la!
After which, we waited for bus 67.
Alighted at a further bus stop and had to walk back to Sheng Shiong.
I have never been to Sheng Shiong before.
So went there to take a look.
Wow!
The supermarket was quite big.
They sell everything.
I went to get 2 packets of pandan leaves.
Dear-dear got 2 Connetto ice-cream cones.
The cashier told us that 3 cones are for $2.
But we were happy with just 2 cones.
As for the pandan leaves, 3 packets cost $1.
So dear-dear went to get me another extra packet.
Super cheap la!
And the pandan leaves were very fresh.
Me and dear dear ate our ice-cream cone while we were crossing the road.
After I finished the ice-cream, dear-dear flagged for cab and sent me home.
The zhu zhus are eating happily with cracking sounds.
Ha Ha!
What a wonderfool day I had!
Thanks dear!
*Muackies!*

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2315 hours

Zhu Zhu (s) pics..

Hello everybody!
Here are zhu zhu 9s) pictures.
Ha Ha!
I only take 4 pictures.
So make do with these pictures ok?
Hehe! Pai sey ar.

Otah's front view. He dislikes me taking a picture of his eyes.

Otah's side view. Can see his eyes in this picture right? Ha Ha! Coz I comb his fur until he looks yandao. :p

Fuzzy Dou Dou's front view. Ha Ha! It looks like she just woke up from her dreamland.

Dou Dou's side view. Ok..This is Dou Dou's look when she's combed. Nice? Hehe! Qiao Qiao Pigu.

Hehe!
Hope everyone like the pictures that I post.
That's all for now.
Will post more pictures if I have taken any.
LOL!!!

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1210 hours

Rainy Day...

Today is a rainy day.
It has been raining like since 10am.
And guess what? The sky is forever so dark until my room is in complete darkness.
I have to turn on the light otherwise it seems like it is night time already.
Ha Ha!
Am waiting for dear-dear to come over to my place in the evening.
We are going to reduce the size of zhu zhu's home.
Coz their house is just too big for me to clean up.
Shall make do with a smaller and easier one to clean.
Otherwise it will be a disaster for me.
Will take pictures of them and post it on blog either tonight or tmr.
So stay tune if you wanna know what are those zhu zhu(S).
LOL!

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Back from the States!!!!

Ok!
Dear people out there!
Here is the blog that I am going to type la.
Ha Ha!
Been rather jet lag for days and so never blog anything.
LOL!
Been busy unpacking stuff and cleaning up things.
Then dear dear bought me "zhu zhu"aka guinea pigs.
At first, they were like scaredy cats. Very scared that I will "eat"them up.
Every time I try to go near or put my hands in, they will run away at a very fast speed.
But after a few days, they are testing the water already.
Whenever I put my hands in, they will go round and round to check if it is ok.
Ha Ha! Very funny!
But they sure eat a lot...like nobody's business. :p
Dear-dear says they are "ZHU". So sure eat a lot one. LOL!
Made a DIY home for it..but then hor..it seems too big and quite difficult for me to clean it up.
Maybe have to redo and make a smaller one, so that I can clean it more easily.
Right now it's like I have to stretch my hands into the deep ends of the ocean to clean up the inner parts of the home. Very tedious!
Went to watch Murderer last night.
The show was not bad just that there were some gory scenes where blood and unsightly scenes can be seen.
But the people in the movie are so poor thing la.
Have to do those yucky scenes.
Had baked chicken rice inside the movie. The rice was not bad.
I wanted to take picture of the rice. However, the theatre was too dark.
I cannot even see a single thing. Hehe!
So never take picture of it.

I am sure a lot of people will ask me how come no pictures of the States.
I am lazy to transfer here and there.
The pictures are all inside my facebook.
Those people who have added me can see the pictures there.
I have posted up daily events of where I went in the facebook.
Happy viewing yah?
All right la. That's all for now.
Will update again in time to come...

P.S.. Hoping for something to happen soon.
But am unsure if it will happen.
Just hope that it will.
Errmm, if that someone sees this...
You know what I mean.
RIGHT?

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1210 hours.